Selections from: PRISONERS OF OBSESSION

CHAPTER 6 - THE SCOPE

Maurin has taken delivery of a Meade Spotting Scope from the 2005 series. It features a 1000 mm f11 catadioptric lens with a MA25mm eyepiece, a 5x21 finder-scope used for selecting the target, and a 45O-erecting prism (he’s particularly fond of that). He has also purchased 5 additional eyepieces for viewing at different magnifications.

It takes two hours to set it up. A stickler for detail, he reads the manual from cover to cover, then takes a chamois to the barrel, and cleans every optic surface with lens paper at least twice before allowing himself to peer through the eyepiece.
Right off he goes for maximum magnification, targeting one of the huge luxury apartments on the Jersey side of the Hudson. Only the image makes no sense. It looks like a cloud with a drinking glass in it. He worries that the lenses are out of whack. He readjusts the eyepiece. Breath stops! What he’s looking at is a small portion of a window over two miles away! The cloud is a reflection. The glass is sitting on the sill inside! There is a rushing in his stomach.

This is it!

The rest of the afternoon is spent testing various eyepieces and learning to control focus. For over half an hour he watches cars at a stoplight on Riverside Drive. Highlights included a man who drops his cell phone and bangs his head on the steering wheel, a pretty girl trying to check her lipstick in the drivers side mirror, and glimpsing the boobs on a Playboy centerfold in the hands of an off duty cabbie. Then there’s the mailbox five blocks away. Barely visible to the naked eye. His new toy makes it possible to read the pickup schedule.

Night is completely different. All reflections vanish. Now any uncovered window is fair game. Eventually he settles on an apartment complex with big windows. First stop, a living room with a green, print sofa, and a kitchenette in the back. It seems to be empty. Wait! A middle aged couple deep in an argument burst out of the bedroom. Intense mutual fury sears through his lens. She is small but fierce, hands on her hips, elbows forward like a bird’s wings. To make her seem bigger, he realizes. The wide, chopping gestures, also serve to enhance her stature. Her husband is a head taller and overweight. Maurin perceives weariness in his anger. This is a familiar scene.

He sides with the man who yells, “Shut Up!” and turns away, defeated. It’s sad. He nicknames them “The Battles,” makes a mental note of the window and moves on.

Through partially closed blinds he finds a young woman wearing a pink terrycloth robe seated in a chair, spooning something out of a coffee cup. Bingo! The angle’s good. He can see her face, which is not particularly pretty. She’s wearing glasses, watching something. He changes to a higher magnification eyepiece. Her profile fills the screen. A bit of the TV is reflected in her glasses, and every so often she moves her lips as if talking to the screen. Suddenly it’s important to find out what channel she’s watching.

A small set with a twelve inch screen is tucked away in the bookcase, unused since he moved in. He finds the clicker and scrutinizing the flicker in her glasses flips between networks till he finds a match.

It’s a quiz show! How incredibly boring! He sends vibes for her to turn toward the window so he can see her face. Nothing. Then, just for a moment, she glances there. Coincidence? He fires off, Stand up! then, Open your robe! They ricochet off her window. He imagines slipping his hand inside her bathrobe and fondling her breast. She scratches her knee and continues to ignore his telepathic advances. Still, he’s beginning to read her a little. He can distinguish moments when her thoughts wander from the show. At one point she does slip a hand under her robe to feel something on her inner thigh. It’s not erotic. Finally, the show is over. She takes her empty coffee cup and leaves the window.

Energized, he moves on.

A black woman is weaving her husband’s hair into little braids, talking non-stop. Her fingers seem very strong. He’s listening to music, keeping the beat with his hands, probably, not hearing a word she’s saying. It is a long process. He squirms. She smacks him lightly on the head. He grins, says something. She kisses him. He tries to reach back and get a hand on her but she yanks on the braid and forces him to behave. He heaves a sigh, settles, and begins tapping his fingers again.

Maurin likes them. There’s something clean and sane about the relationship. How wonderful to know someone and have it be so effortless. He wants to be the man, feel his hair being braided, feel the strong, patient fingers; wants to be the fingers; wants to be her smile. He envies them. What would it be like to desire someone without wanting to humble them? It’s hard to fathom. If only he were not who he is. He labels them The Dreads and moves on.

Suddenly, there’s a lot of action in Window World. Lights switching off, others on, bodies passing back and forth. He checks his watch. 11:00 o’clock. This is a “shift” time, he realizes. People are moving to bedrooms, often the next window over, and most of which have curtains or closed blinds or the blinds close right after the lights come on. But he lucks out. This couple doesn’t care. The man strips off his shirt and pants, the woman, in her nightie, comes up behind him, slides her hands around and makes a pass over his jockeys. They drop out of sight. The flurry of activity quiets. Half an hour later another wave of lights wink out. The Newsies have gone to bed. An hour passes. The Letterman/Lenos hit the rack. Now Conan owns the night.

Yawning, Maurin slips the lens cap into place. Tomorrow he’ll begin a serious search, in the meantime -- he peers out into the night. Somewhere out there among the maze of windows, she’s waiting for him.


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